So I'm looking over my draft and doing some revisions, but then i start to cut chunks out of it and then soon I look and I've gone from ten pages to seven, seven pages ! This is how I always get I feel so good about my work and then i second guess myself and end up ruining it. ughh. I feel that my argument is common sense and that I am not creating any new knowledge. I really wish we had had a conference before and after drafts were due, I guess I could have gone into office hours (which I've done) but I guess I didn't because I really felt like I was heading in the right direction. I just do not even know what to do right now, I sent Dr. Lorde and e-mail but I sent it pretty late and besides it would be really difficult to help my current situation over e-mail anyway, but seriously why does this always happen. I just wish writing didn't scare me so much, I do not wish I was world best writer, or anything close to that I just wish i could write without freaking out like I do, JUST FOR ONCE. As I've explained in a couple posts and to those of you who know me personally writing is a huge source of stress for me, it throws my stomach into knots and makes me light headed, it's not that I can't write it is just it scares me I guess you could say, what a strange thing to be scared about right? Alright well I better be off none of this is getting me any closer to getting my draft polished up and rewritten I guess you'd say.
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